Sometime they just forget that writers are just like pianist they let the melody lead you to the feeling. listen to the melody between our words.
Some people say I look gloomy those days, but I'm not by any mean sad, its just I get this feeling especially around people loud voices , lots of faces turn gradually into colors , shadows into silence … like a theme song I enjoy it from far away , I just have too many thoughts covering my presence , but I'm okay more than okay I finally getting what I really want , finally realizing too many things in life I never dream of, I'm finally not numb anymore , I once again believing in myself.