To write.

I don't know why I always crave writing before I'm going to sleep maybe because the whole day come rushing into my mind at such a moment but I stopped writing while ago, not even my dairy, the inspiration was gone, I couldn't even see the thin rope to pull the inspiration boat back in, I was stunned when I found the 3 chapter I wrote for a book of mine, I completely forgot about it, the first and the only one. but greatly I've met recently inspirational people that I can barely sense the rope quite close.

Go read this

"Passion. It lies in all of us. Sleeping, waiting, and though unwanted, unbidden, it will stir, open its jaws and howl. It speaks to us, guides us. Passion rules us all. And we obey. What other choice do we have? Passion is the source of our finest moments. The joy of love, the clarity of hatred, the ecstasy of grief. It hurts sometimes more than we can bear. If we could live without passion, maybe we’d know some kind of peace. But we would be hollow. Empty rooms, shuttered and dank. Without passion, we’d be truly dead."

— Joss Whedon

A mess

You rare escapist, dwell mind of mine. Blooming beautifully in this curl world wouldn't do it anymore.. Illusion, dreams are hunting me down. I used to spread the tendency of love and beauty of the world with my smile. But then sometimes I feel so empty from inside. I do cry as much as I smile. I feel human collar bones of air. I'm a mess, lost and you wouldn't find me until I find my ownself.

For her

Not mentioning your name doesn't mean I don't love you or you don't love me, What have passed has nothing to do with you , best things better left unsaid and I hope you're okay =) Because I love you thou I'll never understand you but I respect you.

This post dedicated to my friends and family

For all what have you done for me I can't thank you enough or even describe how joyful you made my life, this year on my birthday you made this week a piece of heaven I wanna thank each one of you. Not mention that :D I had three surprise parties in a row

To Dina AbdelRhamn : you're the dearest sister ever, I can't even imagine my life without you , you have been always there for me no matter what, in the happiest and the worse you never leave and will never I simply love you. You're everything to me.

Yomna traeQ: you're just perfect the way you're don't ever change or let anyone let you down, your innocently, your smile, your care everything make who you are. I can't thank you enough for what you have done to me I'm speechless. I love you.

Sosa: I love you crazy sis =D you bright my day seriously, it's about time to thank you for everything especially those rides 3altol t3benk keda =D.too much for me.

Nilly : my little sister I adore you, you remind me a lot of myself seriously.

Cuqui: Admit you love me because I do a lot :D my music partner.

Nada: there no such a word to talk about you, sisterhood indeed and I shall remind of that =) forever I love you.

Ahmed: I really missed your smile, I want you to smile more and know of sure everything shall pass. =) loving you.

Passant: you make laugh the most you're just beautiful. I love you.

Hend: Thank you babe , you're just amazing.I love you.

Memaz : I love you daughter =D and Mahmed mira : GOD I LOVE YOU

Too many people seriously: ALaa Doha, Rana, Sarah, Hedaya.Fatma Khald I love you guys.

And everyone who made smile: Nessama, Menna Amr, Shehab, Bazoka, Nada Auf, Amr Kahter, Amr Saed, Nahla Maher, Hader Taha, Lamis & Salma Magdy. Special place in my heart =)

Enamorando.

How do you expect me to stop loving? when after all we have been created by love making.