Thursday, December 15, 2011

شوارع القاهرة

اتجول هائمة في شوارع القاهرة الباردة في الليل وأشم رائحة قهوة تتسلل من احد النوافذ إلى انفي فـتلسعني البروده ويمتلكني شعور قوى في الاستمرار في المشي حتى طلوع النهار, لأ تسوء فهمي فـلم اشعر يوما بـوحشة الليل ولكن لا ادري رغبة عارمة في مشاهدة
الشمس وهي تلقي ظلالها ثانية بـثانية على الطرق بأشعتها الذهبية. فيمتلك كل من النهار والليل جماله الخاص فـإذا بي ناظرة إلى القمر وكيف تتراقص انواره بين فروع الشجر, فترسم
أشكال متناغمه على الورق الأصفر المتساقط فـأغدو عليه سامعه ذبلته تحت قدمي كلحن يصف قدوم الشتاء, فيصطدم بى رجل وإذا به قائل " ماتبصي أدامك إنتي عامية " ارادت
الاجابة على سؤاله ولكنه اسرع في طريقه . فلم افهم كيف راني عاميه واذا به أكتر الناس عميانا يدخل نور القمر في عينك ولا تراه . فـتنعكس أنوار عينك إلى سراب . لا تعرف سوا القبح ,فـلأ تملك عينك جمالا كاد ينطق من تجاهل الناس له, ارادت ان اشرح لك الفرق ,فـأنت تري وأنا ابصر .

Thursday, November 17, 2011

It's all about me post.

I've a lot to say so this is gonna be random.

Whenever I express myself to someone, I reveal too much , too honest and clear about my feeling, I don't know if that's right or not, but I can't do what so called "mind games" that others girls awfully good at, I've always admired simplicity in every way so I see no reason to change that when it comes to my feeling.

Two of my best friends are extremely far from me now, And I can't figure out if I'm okay with it or not, I spent the past month talking to myself more than anyone else not in pathetic way , I just have to figure out things my way thou I love them with all my heart.

Something has been on repeat in my head all the time. Sometimes, you’re glad people can’t read minds. But I would share some of them here anyway; I'm all daydreaming about getting lost in Europe with someone specific this explain it all =) .

· Here read this

· "I was half in love with her by the time we sat down. That's the thing about girls. Every time they do something pretty, even if they're not much to look at, or even if they're sort of stupid, you fall half in love with them, and then you never know where the hell you are. Girls. Jesus Christ. They can drive you crazy. They really can." - J.D. Salinger

"The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. These persons have an appreciation, sensitivity, and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness, and a deep loving concern. Beautiful people don’t just happen"

-Elizabeth Kohler Ros.

I'm deeply into arts those days more than ever, Music , painting , photography , books, all kind of fashion , I'm listening nonstop to Dave Matthew's band , She and Him, Fayrouz, Camera obscura and Carla Bruni.

By Joseph Lorusso, Beautiful.

I'm really good at making sweets, cake and so , I don't know how that happened but my family tend to love what I make so much, I don't really eat lots of sweet, I make them for the sake of their smell. But I really carving to taste French macaroons, but unfortunately I can't find them in Egypt until now.

oh and

· I appreciate too many people in my life. =)