we made them …we miss them … and sometimes we hate them but once it become a memory we aren't allowed to erase them we try our best by getting busy . Having new hobbies or knowing new people but they find their way back to our life and then hit you when you less expected it
because Its there in your mind what ever you do when ever you go it’s the biggest part of your daily thinking … we may forget the details but we will never forget how it used to feel …how he used to make you laugh how she used to comfort you … how good having this person in your life … the feeling is always there waiting to go out by any kind of way … yesterday
I was walking alone in the street it was freezing the rain has just stopped leaving everything sparkling under the moon light I put my hands in my pocks to warm them a little then suddenly I heard a song coming from a window with short purple curtain, the cold wind hit my face with the melody of the song, I know that song I know every single word of it …its you who used to sing it to me …its you who I remembered!! You know this feeling the sudden flash that makes your mind go searching for old memories and feeling
It was like the music playing on my heart with a hammer breaking it into million pieces
And I cried
The weirdest tear you would have
A tear full of sadness, love and curious if that person still remember you the same
A very heavy meaningful hurtful tear
A tear that you missed that person so much that you feel you have lost part of your soul
The feeling of secure happy and belonged is no more there
The smile which light your whole day up is gone
The grave, the passion, and the intimacy found their way out of your heart
I cried for the things I will never forget, I cried for the mistakes we made, the moments we waste I cried for you if only you were here beside me playing with my hair like we used to be, if only we can share laughter again …and if only we weren't that stupid to let go
..and I drew in my own tears and thoughts.
