Thursday, December 10, 2009


we made them …we miss them … and sometimes we hate them but once it become a memory we aren't allowed to erase them we try our best by getting busy . Having new hobbies or knowing new people but they find their way back to our life and then hit you when you less expected it

because Its there in your mind what ever you do when ever you go it’s the biggest part of your daily thinking … we may forget the details but we will never forget how it used to feel …how he used to make you laugh how she used to comfort you … how good having this person in your life … the feeling is always there waiting to go out by any kind of way … yesterday

I was walking alone in the street it was freezing the rain has just stopped leaving everything sparkling under the moon light I put my hands in my pocks to warm them a little then suddenly I heard a song coming from a window with short purple curtain, the cold wind hit my face with the melody of the song, I know that song I know every single word of it …its you who used to sing it to me …its you who I remembered!! You know this feeling the sudden flash that makes your mind go searching for old memories and feeling

It was like the music playing on my heart with a hammer breaking it into million pieces

And I cried

The weirdest tear you would have

A tear full of sadness, love and curious if that person still remember you the same

A very heavy meaningful hurtful tear

A tear that you missed that person so much that you feel you have lost part of your soul

The feeling of secure happy and belonged is no more there

The smile which light your whole day up is gone

The grave, the passion, and the intimacy found their way out of your heart

I cried for the things I will never forget, I cried for the mistakes we made, the moments we waste I cried for you if only you were here beside me playing with my hair like we used to be, if only we can share laughter again …and if only we weren't that stupid to let go

..and I drew in my own tears and thoughts.


  1. no I'm breaking down :( seriously

  2. keep fightin xx
    hun, I am not fine too. no no not at all =(. bas eshta fakis!

  3. why ??
    wat's wrong wiz you ?
    i dunno where r u asln !! bs wat happened?

  4. I sadly experienced a familiar encounter and the only way that got me to realize inner peace is believing that this choice was the best for me. Your story is different indeed but it is true that you can keep the memories yet exclude the negative feelings that they inspire.

    Develop healthy self-talks and get in control of your own own emotional torrents by disrupting the flow of negative thoughts as soon as they stumble across your mind.

    We are all familiar with the '' time heals everything'' saying but trust me it is absolutely TRUE!

  5. does it mohameD? then why i feel its getting worse by the moment !!
    i know I'm strong enough to get over that but sometimes i just don't want to !!
    i guess I'm a little afraid

  6. I think such tears are the most beautiful..

  7. yes they r sara (:
    thank you maha :)