This post dedicated to my friends and family

For all what have you done for me I can't thank you enough or even describe how joyful you made my life, this year on my birthday you made this week a piece of heaven I wanna thank each one of you. Not mention that :D I had three surprise parties in a row

To Dina AbdelRhamn : you're the dearest sister ever, I can't even imagine my life without you , you have been always there for me no matter what, in the happiest and the worse you never leave and will never I simply love you. You're everything to me.

Yomna traeQ: you're just perfect the way you're don't ever change or let anyone let you down, your innocently, your smile, your care everything make who you are. I can't thank you enough for what you have done to me I'm speechless. I love you.

Sosa: I love you crazy sis =D you bright my day seriously, it's about time to thank you for everything especially those rides 3altol t3benk keda =D.too much for me.

Nilly : my little sister I adore you, you remind me a lot of myself seriously.

Cuqui: Admit you love me because I do a lot :D my music partner.

Nada: there no such a word to talk about you, sisterhood indeed and I shall remind of that =) forever I love you.

Ahmed: I really missed your smile, I want you to smile more and know of sure everything shall pass. =) loving you.

Passant: you make laugh the most you're just beautiful. I love you.

Hend: Thank you babe , you're just amazing.I love you.

Memaz : I love you daughter =D and Mahmed mira : GOD I LOVE YOU

Too many people seriously: ALaa Doha, Rana, Sarah, Hedaya.Fatma Khald I love you guys.

And everyone who made smile: Nessama, Menna Amr, Shehab, Bazoka, Nada Auf, Amr Kahter, Amr Saed, Nahla Maher, Hader Taha, Lamis & Salma Magdy. Special place in my heart =)

Enamorando.

How do you expect me to stop loving? when after all we have been created by love making.

within love.

There, she was sitting drinking her coffee alone. The sun kissing her hair, with this colorful dress she saw me. Upon her face a child smile. I knew where I belong, that wooden empty chair beside her. Instead I stare from this blooming tree into this beauty.

At dawn

Through jasmines and daisies, broken wooden shades of burning stars. I hold them while the nocturnal fall down on me waiting you with your boat, before I turn into dust at the dawn

Light Me

Your light bring me home, because you see with your sensation, you being to feel like my home, but like the cotton candy the moment I touch your soul, you melt away beautifully. Would you stay much more? Because you do feel like home.

You and I

You

He is the ultimate happiness of every morning , he is the way I love to , the way I feel , they way everything as it seem he is the every miraculous spirit I have ever dream, he knows the real the unreal and even the inbetween , my love, you will always and still and will ever be something more than I have ever fallen for, for you again I shall say you discern it all , your ridiculously little niceties is all I want to pact , you know how to draw up the line when days drift it down, you create with your laughter and delightful seen , my smile.

I know I shall never reveal more for that I will never be, because you , and only you my incredibility fairy just for me , and for writing about you shall take more I have been given to live , and for how long I have given to live will never be fair-lived only when my skin is attached to yours , how beautifully this YOU because its just describing you, so grief me away with you till the wildest tide takes us together and for no eye could take the singing rainbow inside our wits , the shells , the sand , the sweet moon , the light, you propel just for me! To the end that shall ever ends because you again my love is infinitely loved .so kiss me my cherrybeans.

The deathly hallows is a masterpiece.

Happy New year everyone! :)

Things I want in 2011 :

· I wanna write , blog , read more , I really want to read beautiful, inspiring books.

· Find the one who I can truly be my self with, the one who bright my day with just a smile.

· Spend more time beside the sea. I miss the sea.

· Pass this year in college with great grades.

· Spend more time with family and friends.

· Taking care of myself more.

· Speak espanol perfectly.

· Find new simple thing I love.

· Try something new and just forget all those fear! I'm thick of fears.

· Give myself a chance to bloom! And yea people are not judging all the time.

· More and more music.

· Oh and movies, inspiring ones.

· Beautiful simple jewelries.

·

feliz año nuevo

So deeply

Love is not just a feeling , it’s a choices

last month of 2010

Is it already the last month of the year? I really wanna end this year additionally begin a fresh new one thou I had a great things this year I finally get into the university I wanted and studying something I dreamed of, Español :D yes I actually can speak a little Spanish now it's dazzling however it keeps me busy like hell no time for anything just going to the Uni everyday getting back home for studying and eventually sleeping no time for writing , blogging but I missed writing, I missed holding the pen writing what I feel and thoughts, I normally write allness in my note first then copy them here, I do not know why but there is something about the pen that makes you fall inlove with writing in how you can draw the word according to your feeling!

oh and its getting cold here which something I love I have no clue why people hate winter and cold, it's always a chance to let out your warm feeling everything become magical people are more relaxed , friends are so closer and cozy , ice cream taste better I LOVE ICE CREAM IN WINTER! The house become so warm, the streets, tress, everything get cleaned and sparking from the rain OH THE SOUND OF RAIN! Clothes become so trendy and classy I missed all of that! Oh anther thing such a messy random post :D but I know something I have been writing my diary for more than five years and just today I realized that I am doing it wrong I just write my affection, thoughts, dreams and goals I do not write what I did yesterday or what happened last week I do not write about the people around me thou I am every fond about writing about souls, people and friends I WANNA WRITE ABOUT PEOPLE. Weird me that is something to think about! How do you write your diary??

I found this

from Sarah " one long road " and its beautiful.

photos !

And maybe that's why I am still keeping them!

Pick ! Choose !

The best things in life !

Pianist

Sometime they just forget that writers are just like pianist they let the melody lead you to the feeling. listen to the melody between our words.

Some people say I look gloomy those days, but I'm not by any mean sad, its just I get this feeling especially around people loud voices , lots of faces turn gradually into colors , shadows into silence … like a theme song I enjoy it from far away , I just have too many thoughts covering my presence , but I'm okay more than okay I finally getting what I really want , finally realizing too many things in life I never dream of, I'm finally not numb anymore , I once again believing in myself.

Not her

And I can see it, I saw it long ago the sadness shadow at the corner of your smile in every capture, the hidden anguish of not being "her" developing from negative inside the frame with you, and I shall never be, not any more.