The long road

People choose things, things that might give them gladness or open new doors for them or just for the sake of change … they assume that some day some how their life will be exactly what they predict in mind they wait and linger hoping one day its gonna happen the change will knock the door off and the story will began … just wait and hope. They observe their life from a window passing by, not good enough like a lost dream you can't figure its meaning … they depends on destiny their big hero in the story, he will throw something on their head someday that will change it all, I do agree destiny is a source of hope the unknown handler who we will have faith in!! They said life is our choices its 50/50 deal...Do what you want and deal with what you don’t …it's your action …your reflection …your vision!

Some people come across and change your vision about life they even will take your breath away from time to time but the thing is we all are afraid from greatness we love those who come a cross and turn our world upside down they make a different in the world but we envy them clandestinely what they have, we don’t have? What it take to be such a person in people's life! Did they choose differently or they were blessed enough to know the right from the wrong? Right or wrong according to who or maybe they based their choices on other peoples outlook.

Or signs...yes signs from life that leads you, after all I think its more simpler a big one road and lot of new turns that you could take or walk along the same road hoping you will have the sign you want to see, people who you want to be with and the most joyful feeling of all if you looked back and saw your footprints in every way you passed by! Just make sure you don’t wait on the sideways waiting for some kind of change coming to you after all you might be near… you will get the life you wished if you are smart enough to realize what you have and what you are capable of. we all are great in some way we deserve a nice balanced life.

JEANS….

Its boys vs. Jeans

- Well jeans can't play play station all the time and forget all about you.

- Jeans are always there for you when you need them unless they gone to be washed

- If you get bored with your jeans, you can just go out and buy new one that you like more.

- You can exchange jeans if they are not right for you and no one get hurts.

- Jeans don’t have mean friends who talk bad about you.

- Also you can change your jeans every single day and no judge you or call you a bad names.

- New pair of jeans always makes you feel good.

- You can share jeans with your mates ...but I guess you can't share her boy friend: D.

- Jeans can go with everything.

- You don’t get so blushed in front of a pair of jeans.

JUST FOR FUN :D

Dear God, I trust you.

I trust you God I thank you God!! For everything and every breath!!

I thank you God for showing me how merciful you are and how he is not!!

I trust you God beyond anyone trust … I trust you that one day it will turn to be something great … I trust you for the unknown, for bringing a side of me that I don’t know !! I trust for my new turn … until the day I fulfill my dream and be everything but ordinary then for one day I will glow my own way!!

I know I can do it because I always believe and I will always have faith in you!!

For every tear ran down my face it will be replaced

By a laugh full of joy!!

For every scream of sadness it will be replaced

By a scream of success!!

For every dark moment it will be replaced

By a light of hope!!

For every time I faked a smile to hide my pain

I will truly smile from my heart this time

Oh dear God mend my dear broken heart!!

Since I was eight!!

Where I am from!!

I'm from every laugh you can hear

From every curl in my hair

From every sign into the dark

From every hope I belonged

Sunlight, dream on

Fallen stars and blue sky

I'm from the lyrics in the songs

From the tone of your voice

From the sweet smile on every face

From every child running free

Lollipops and chocolate chips

Colorful balloons and flying kiss

I'm from cold nights and warm hugs

Strawberry swings and dandruff field

Flying kite and singing birds

Close friends and inside jokes

I'm from every wave in the sea

Shells, sands and Diamonds Ocean

Fairy tales and mermaids

From every shadow of wonder

million fireflies and every rain drop

From every tear went free

Broken heart and silent moments

From every mistake with grace

Memories, priceless pictures and diaries

From every word written beautifully

I'm from every "I love u" that took my breath away

I'm from every detail that made me in love with you.

Idea taken from ~"Tabitha Bir"

And her awesome blog: http://tabithabird.blogspot.com/

Enjoy!!

just like kids

Like kids we fall in love

Like kids we laugh from our heart

We never actually grow up

We broke every rule we made to ourselves

We hope up high above the sky

Like kids we madly in love

And if we lost the game we say is not fair

We run and cry hiding our pain

In dark where we can whisper our secret

But never the dark stole our dream

We still waiting for the fairy tale to come clean

We still waiting for prince charming to show up

We still hope Cinderella's shoes will fit us

and Every time a prince is around we draw a rainbow with our smile

We seek our comfort where we can find it

We fly away with our faith

And I have been wondering why cupid is just a kid with two wings?

May he send warm kisses to our hearts again!

The silent moments...

The silent moments...

You start your day in silence in quietness

And suddenly you hear nothing but your own breath and regularly losing your sense of hearing, seeing, smelling…and everything around moves in slow motion.

In a moment you start wondering about your life your proposal your self and start realizing thing have been hidden as if your were blind before,

A moment of wonder a moment of silence is all we need to change your whole life

The moment you choose to open your eyes to welcome the new ideas to let things abnormal and just perfectly fit to u

It could be a moment when you finally decided to hear someone's advice or even yourself

Or a moment of believing that you deserve more and you want more from life

A moment is all we need …a moment of life

Before things goes back to normal before you could start listening to everything around you again and before you got into this so called busy messy life… sometimes we should slow down and just have a moment for ourselves… believe me its worth it.

sparkle

And send a spark to thousand hearts apart

To look up into the sky because it still blue when ever the sun goes down you will always find the moon

A bird can fly high above as long as she lives

So go let yourself free… take a deep breathe and dare to set ur dreams free, open your eyes again because the sun will send her light into every soul, with warm charm we will wait for the moon … it will take your breathe away with million accompanying stars, staring at you with magical milky way, so feel the cold air inside of you. Healing your broken heart with every raindrop

And when the leaves turn yellow and fall of the tree. they swam in thousand seas … it will take your eyesight into the dawn ,playing with his brush, drawing a colorful rainbow with all the hopes and faith in the air then its time for night to take turns and leave a glow in your eyes, like a beautiful lady dressing a gown of diamonds, sending her black hair over the ocean waves so the shells can tell a fairytale about how a mermaid fall in love because that's how you and me hold our love … so there I stare for all above waiting for the sky to send my own spark, until I tied my rope into the moon and watched the reflection of million sparkling hearts, a tear fall down of my eyes making my heart the most sparkling of all .

Words

They say that pictures worth thousand words, but sometimes one word can turn into knifes blades and break million hearts.

Words can hurt … words aren't just letters sticking to each other …it's our simplest and most powerful tool of all time!!

Yet we forget how powerful they are!! We spill lot very hurting uncaring words to our very special ones!!

I really don't know what to say I'm out of words, out of pain, out of world I don't know why people became very rude and uncaring as if forgiveness and love doesn't excess anymore ! Somehow somewhere in life their light inside their heart has turned off...there eyes have been folded; they carve scares with their words in our souls and turn their back to us!! Dose any one care any more about someone's happiness?

I believe that the little things that make life great and with a little word and a smile you can bright someone's life… one of my wishes before I die to draw a smile on very face I have ever met in my life… to make a different to this world no matter what happened no matter how bad life is!! I will not lose my soul my kindness and my forgiveness.

I met lot of people in my life most of them tried to convinces me so hard that forgiveness is very week thing when you forgive so easily so quickly you lose it, but

this image from (www.postsecret.blogspot.com) and its true :(

I believe deeply that forgiveness is the most powerful thing a human can do!!

Random

Today: well I'm wearing very colorful unmatched pair of socks and I made myself a cup of hot chocolate … it still freezing here,

I realize that I spend 40 minute every day alone in the subway, taking the Metro to my college doing nothing but staring at those so unfamiliar million faces around me with my rock songs playing in my ears. Its weird knowing that each face of them have his own life, own secrets and own problems, they are so different in shape, sound and color.

I really wish that it could snow here

Really snow … that would make the whole city a sparking crystal with colorful lights at the night everywhere … that would be magical … I wander if I will ever have the chance to walk on snow and have a snow fight with my friends.

I really wish that I could spend more times with my friends I really miss them, in winter me and my best friends used to have a walk at night eating ice-cream, people used to stare at us if we were paunch of mad girls for eating ice-cream in the coldest night and we used to fill the street with our laughter I missed that feeling

I have this huge hole in my chest and its getting bigger every time I cry …and I do cry a lot I became very emotional those day I mean VERY emotional not only crying for watching a movie or hearing a song but also crying while watching cartoons yeah I know freaky .

I also cry while watching some people happy I don’t envy them or something! It just I wander if they really appreciate the happiness they have! … We truly wouldn't appreciate happiness with sadness

I get this awful feeling at the night before sleeping the lonely feeling… its really waste of time if you are not with the one you love.

I wanna write about forgiveness, I really love, appreciate, respect forgiveness it's so powerful.

Memories

we made them …we miss them … and sometimes we hate them but once it become a memory we aren't allowed to erase them we try our best by getting busy . Having new hobbies or knowing new people but they find their way back to our life and then hit you when you less expected it

because Its there in your mind what ever you do when ever you go it’s the biggest part of your daily thinking … we may forget the details but we will never forget how it used to feel …how he used to make you laugh how she used to comfort you … how good having this person in your life … the feeling is always there waiting to go out by any kind of way … yesterday

I was walking alone in the street it was freezing the rain has just stopped leaving everything sparkling under the moon light I put my hands in my pocks to warm them a little then suddenly I heard a song coming from a window with short purple curtain, the cold wind hit my face with the melody of the song, I know that song I know every single word of it …its you who used to sing it to me …its you who I remembered!! You know this feeling the sudden flash that makes your mind go searching for old memories and feeling

It was like the music playing on my heart with a hammer breaking it into million pieces

And I cried

The weirdest tear you would have

A tear full of sadness, love and curious if that person still remember you the same

A very heavy meaningful hurtful tear

A tear that you missed that person so much that you feel you have lost part of your soul

The feeling of secure happy and belonged is no more there

The smile which light your whole day up is gone

The grave, the passion, and the intimacy found their way out of your heart

I cried for the things I will never forget, I cried for the mistakes we made, the moments we waste I cried for you if only you were here beside me playing with my hair like we used to be, if only we can share laughter again …and if only we weren't that stupid to let go

..and I drew in my own tears and thoughts.

A place

I'm seeking a place

A place where I can rest and fine some peace

I haven't been home for 4 days or more

I really don't know where to settle

I went to my sister's house

But yet I can't relax and forget

I'm so lost and broken I wish I could lead my self again

I think everybody deserve to find a place just for him self

A place where he can think and be isolated from the world

A place where I can watch the sunset and hear some soft music

Some where beyond the sea or above the sky among the stars

Or even a tree house, somewhere away away from everything away from the people away from the traffic away from the troubles

My perfect place would be something beside the sea

Where I can smell the salt of the sea and inhale it deeply until it reaches every inch in my body

And wake up on the sound of the waves … draw on the sand

I'm seriously thinking of traveling for a whole or even a day I just want to rethink about lots of thing and find my true self

Oh god if only I can find this place…!!

Don't you thinking we deserve this place?